. Love Dies .

Locked

 I feel like the floor has dropped beneath me,
I try to go on, but my eyes can’t see :(
Tears lie beneath the surface, threatening to spill !
It’s when I’m wounded that you go in for the kill . .
Every lie you spread, every little remark ,
Is just like another stab in my heart </3

It’s not enough for you to see me die a little on the inside . .
You have to see me broken down and tossed aside !
You go around wondering why nobody likes you !
But is it really such a mystery? They all see the real you . .
They all know that if they anger you, you’ll go behind their backs . .
You’ll spread rumors about them, and never state the facts !

All the lying and backstabbing ,
You don’t know how it feels, you’re not understanding !
You act like I’m a slave you can command . .
When I try to fight back, I get a reprimand !
I used to be fooled by you, I thought you were nice . .
But your heart is as cold as a sculpture made of ice !

true..

I’m ashamed to say that I once loved you, I felt so sure. .
But I couldn’t see past the person I thought you were !
When you loose love, only half of you remains alive !
I thought it was a love that could last forever, a love that could thrive..
I look into your eyes now, and all I see are lies !
But I guess that’s what happens when love dies !!!

                          ♥ </3

Feeling the Pain

You ripped up my heart ,
You tore it to shreds...
All that was left...
Is finally dead...!

I told you I loved you ♥
But you didn't care...
You ripped off my shield.
My heart was left bare..  : (

At first my feelings,
I didn't wish to share..
I took a chance !
Call it a leap of faith !

You let me fall...
I fell from grace...
You stand there laughing...
Was it only your game...?!

 

I called out your name !
But you never came..
I know this is short..
No real story to tell.

I wanted to talk..
I wanted to yell..
But you just walked away,
You got into your car,
And you left me...

Torn up on the sidewalk.
With so many things I want to say...
I stay quite and just let you leave..
No big deal,
You may have guessed..

To you, yeah maybe..
But me, now I'm a mess !
You ripped up my heart : (
Your tore it to shreds !
And whatever was left ,
I promise you, is dead.

If these walls could talk .

If these walls could talk,
you'd know my body is dead . . 
my mind has been taken over,
that's why I am so scared,
I can't control it !
anger is making me blind,
I've been left here on my own . .
chained to a hate of some kind. .

If these walls could talk,
you'd know about my fears,
about all those nights I screamed for help,
about all my fallen tears . . </3
You'd know about the demons. .
haunting me at night,
you'd be able to help me  !
keep my fire alight !

If these walls could talk . .
they would say that it's all right,
God sends His angels . .
to look over me at night.
They'd encourage me,
say though I am alone !
it doesn't mean I'm on my own. . . 
He watches me, from above. .
and showers me with all his love,
if only these walls could talk . . .
they would tell you about how strong I am now !

. Am the one to blame .

Aint easy . . .

 This room is cold and dark...
And I can feel you,
Like a ghost looking at me,
Straight in the face....
I wish I could change back
What was changed..
But I know...

                                           I can never have that moment again ...!

lifeless...

 This house is getting emptier....
Every single night...!
And I am here alone  !
Wishing I could make it right

 But nothing can be turned,
Time isn't a toy....
And now there's nothing left...



                                                        Everything was destroyed...

I see the small kids...
Playing in the white snow !!
And I remember,
We used to be just the same ..
Now I understand that why couldn't I never let you go,
I'm the one to blame,
You won't come back again,
I'm the one to blame for all pain.

.. Ecstasy ..

I sit here and my mind is away…

 : (

Thinking of ‘you’ at this late hour...
Stumbling through thoughts of everyday...                       
Your eyes, your hair, your hands, 
just how you are....
remembering your fingers through my hair...
And your soulful eyes as you whispered my name . .
 
The brush of your hand upon my cheek so fair...
And your lips kissing mine so sweetly the same...
Getting lost in the depths of your eyes !

Swimming within these pools of endless emotion....!
Wiping the sadness away when you cry........!

♥ ♥

And feeling your embrace, saturated with devotion.....
♥ My love grows with leaps and bounds....

 
As you conquer me with your expressions...
I feel the heat, the fire from your words, your sounds...
And the passion that follows with aggression !
Your hands finding each place so easily !
My body familiar with each caress !!
Kissing my skin so teasingly
Forgetting the world around us....♥
Lost in this second with you
Exposing our forbidden desires so cleverly....

Just for some moments i could picture you so clearly...! 

yew Broke it !!

As if you were right beside me..!
I know this ecstasy..is of only a few moments..
But am hidden in this moment for two
A thought, a dream, a vision, a memory....!